Bottle things up?

?Ever heard about bottling things up?

You’ll explode! ?

Well, there’s another way – my way was to stuff it all down.

Like sweeping it under the carpet.

I got lumpy with all the emotion I was stuffing down – I was hiding it in places I didn’t even know I had and the rug was becoming swamped with it all.

Ok enough with the analogy.

The truth is that I didn’t share with anybody how I was feeling.

?Searching for my dream job and in the meantime running all over the place to work the jobs I was working to keep my head above water financially.

I was longing to get control back of my life instead of hustling in the job market and striving to survive every day.

I hardly did anything I loved and definitely felt lost and out of control.

This is not how most people see the picture of living in Madrid with all the freedom I now see I had – gotta love the 20-20 vision of hindsight! ?

After countless interviews that didn’t even value me enough to send me a follow-up, I began to feel worthless.

I was empty inside and felt like I was trapped. And then, it got a whole lot worse.

Strapped into your seats? You will need the final anti-Disney instalment …


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